I wrote something today to say at Hamish’s Birthday party. I want him to know how much we love him.
Dear Hamish
Happy birthday our little angel
Thank you for bringing so much love, joy and happiness into our lives.
Through the pain of losing you we have learned so much.
We have learned what is truly important to us
How to receive more love and give it more freely
How to really feel our emotions
You taught me how to cry properly at the ripe old age of 33
How to just allow things to be as they are
To surrender to what is thrown our way
To be in flow rather than try and control everything
You cracked our hearts wide open
You gave us your presence for nine months
You didn’t just leave us though
We can feel your spirit around us each day
The little signs you send us from above
Reminding us that you will always be there when we need you
You will watch over us as we head towards this new chapter as we get ready to welcome your little sibling
Please know Mummy and Daddy are ok
We love you so much
We will continue to live in your honour always
You will live in our hearts
A part of you will always be with me
I love you Hamish
I Am Still Born 