A new week is upon us and I am still feeling very unwell. I decide to take it very slow today. I make a small trip in the sunshine to the post office and local chemist to stock up on some more tissues. It feels good to have the sun on my face again as I spent all day in bed yesterday. I decide to go sit on my rooftop for a little while and soak up the rays. I feel so grateful for all that I have. I am less worried now about accumulating things. I am less concerned with trying to get somewhere. I am just content being. I am learning the more content I am with the now, the happier I will be. I know I will never have this moment again. This day will never be repeated. I am feeling so much love in my life. I know that when this baby comes we will have so much support. I am really looking forward to February. At the same time I am being grateful for the time Greg and I have as a couple right now. It will be coming up to our five year wedding anniversary next year and I am proud of all that we have achieved in those years. I am so lucky we met. I don’t believe in chances. I think things happen mostly for a reason. I believe people come in to our lives at the perfect time. Just as Hamish blessed our lives with his presence. Those nine months will always be cherished.
I love you my bub.