I spent the day in bed. I didn’t sleep well and was coughing all night. I think this cold is telling me it will get worse before it gets better. I listened to what the cold was telling me to do and stayed in bed. Greg made me a fresh ginger, lemon, celery and apple juice in the morning and then went out and got my favourite avocado toast. I feel like I need to just let my body rest as much as possible. I am not good at staying in bed. I have been good at having naps in the first trimester. But slowing down all together and not going out of the house is abnormal to me. I am always going somewhere. I realise that I need to stop. I need to let Greg take care of me and just sleep. I got up around 6pm for dinner and I felt a little more normal. We both didn’t feel like cooking so ordered in pizza. It isn’t the most nutritious meal but it tasted so damn good. I am slowly being less hard on myself. I know that a few days of rest is what I need. I haven’t put anything in the calendar tomorrow as I am going to stay home and relax.
Hamish, I love you so much.
I Am Still Born 