Today we went for a beautiful coastal walk around Ettalong near where my sister and her husband lives. It was so nice to catch up with them and hang out with my little nieces. Larissa is two and a half and growing up so fast. Every time I see her she has changed so much. She is saying more words and really showing off her cheeky personality. It is nice to spend the day in the sun. I feel so alive when I am outside. By the afternoon I am tired and I nap on the way home in the car. I literally have loved napping the past two months. It was annoying at first as I felt like I couldn’t get much done each day. Then I surrendered. I realised that it has only been eight months between pregnancies and my body has a lot of work to do growing this baby. I have been doing my best to be soft on myself and not try and push. I haven’t done yoga for a few weeks and I have been struggling to meditate. I have some beautiful guided pregnancy meditations from the ‘Female Fertility Meditation App’. They have been good to listen to, that is if I don’t fall asleep first.
I love you my baby’s. I know Hamish picked you from above and you will always have a close bond.
I Am Still Born 