My heart feels hopeful today. I wake up with more energy then I have had in a while. I am craving being near the ocean so we decide to do a beautiful walk from Watson’s Bay to almost Bondi. It was a big walk for me as I haven’t done too much other than my personal training sessions these past few weeks. We walked along the cliffs looking out to the ocean. I was looking for whales. I always do now that I know Hamish might be out there in some way. I know he loved the ocean so much. It makes me feel closer to him when I am near or in it! I feel like my heart is feeling so full of love and gratitude. I am sometimes nervous thinking about the next six months of pregnancy. I know I am in good hands. I know we have a special angel watching over us. Today I am trusting that everything will fall into place. The day I found out I was pregnant this time around I already felt a sense of peace wash over me. I felt like everything was going to be ok. I actually wanted to start decorating the nursery again. I want to have everything ready to go for this bub. We already have pretty much everything we need. Since we gave away out bassinet that is the only thing we don’t have.
Thank you Hamish for all the love you give me each day