As we head into the lunar eclipse I am feeling all of the feels. While tiredness from pregnancy has been tough I have also felt a little down these past few weeks. I haven’t been able to do much. I haven’t felt like myself. I hope that after this full moon my energy starts to come back. I have been letting go of dogma this week. Letting go of all the ‘shoulds’. Letting go of every belief and thing that doesn’t serve me. I feel like I am starting a fresh with a clean slate. This baby has given me new perspective. My soul is calling me to dive deeper. To journey into trusting my intuition even more. To listen to the soul nudges each day. To close off to the noisy sounds and expectations around me. I have a mission right now and that is to peacefully grow this baby and deliver them with grace. I am not fearful of the labour or pregnancy. I trust that all is well. I trust that my baby and my body will tell me what I need when I need it. Tonight I spent some time pulling cards with my soul sister and talking about our lives. We drank chamomile tea on my roof top as the sun was going down and the full moon was illuminating the night sky. I am so grateful for this very moment. I am grateful for my little family that is expanding. I am grateful for my amazing husband that is always by my side.
I love you Hamish. I look at the moon and think of you tonight.