Tonight I attended a book launch in the city for Rebecca Campbell. It wasn’t your average book launch. I wasn’t expecting it to be. I didn’t really have any expectations. I read Rebecca’s book, ‘Rise Sister Rise’ a few months ago and I resonated so much with it. It was like she had written the book for me. When I saw she was visiting Sydney I jumped at the opportunity to get tickets. Within half an hour 280 women and a few men are in a standing meditation. We are pouring source energy in through our crown chakra and down through to the earth. We then bring the energy from the centre of the earth back up through each of our chakras. Three minutes into the meditation I started feeling dizzy and sick. I have never felt like this before and I didn’t know if I wanted to be sick or to faint. I sat down as everyone continued to stand. I wondered if I hadn’t been grounded for so long and it was what I needed. When I saw Nancy the intuitive a couple of months ago she mentioned to me that, I should try and ground myself, in my meditations each day. Since Hamish was born I have had the urge to know what else is out there. I wanted so badly to connect with spirit and to become more intuitive. While doing this over the past ten months though I think I started to lose my connection to earth. I decided tonight I will try and do more grounding meditations and spend a bit more time connected to earth.
I love you my boy.