Sundays lately have been one of my favourite days to slow down and spend time with my loved ones. Tonight we had my sister and brother over for dinner. It was so nice to hang out and catch up. Earlier in the day Greg and I went wandering around Bondi and watched the surfers out in the distance. It was a beautiful winter morning, a little chilly but very sunny. We walk past couples carrying their babies or pushing them along in prams. I know it won’t be far off until that is us again. It is hard though to be patient. It is hard to accept that could of been us but it isn’t. I know our path is the way it is meant to be. As painful as it seems, I know our little man is resting peacefully. He is weaving his magic in the spirit world and still here on earth. It makes me very proud, when I think of the impact Hamish has had on us and those around us. I love that he helped me write the book to share with other parents going through loss. I love that he wanted me to write this blog from the day he left. It is hard to believe we are over three hundred days in. I am forever blessed to have his spirit watching over me always.
I love you.
I Am Still Born 