I am feeling some fear today come up around my business. What if I don’t succeed? What happens if I fail? What if I look silly? What if I am not enough? All these things are going through my mind. One day I am full steam ahead and feeling so motivated the next day I feel a little lost. I have surrounded myself with amazing mentors, coaches and entrepreneurs. I think this is sometimes part of the problem. I compare myself way too much to other people who have been doing this longer or have fine tuned their video skills or podcasting voice. I know I have a unique voice to share with the world. I know I am not just another money coach. I am so much more than that. I know I can succeed at anything I put my mind to. I am so scared of failure though. The truth is, I stepped into accounting at a young age because it was a stable career not because I loved it. It is taking a while to get used to having my own business. To not have a regular income coming in. I know that many people are successfully self employed by their own businesses and they do very well. I guess as I am at the bottom of the mountain it feels like a huge way to the top. I will keep hiking up that mountain each day towards the peak. I know it will mean that I have to step outside of my comfort zone. I will have to be brave. I will have to take risks and climb some parts. My strategy for today is to think of small actions I can do that will add maximum value to my potential clients. I think about how I have blogged the past 263 days. I know once I put my mind to something I can do it. I need to bring this determination to my business each day.
Hamish please keep sending your love and support from up above. I know you are there for me when I need you.