Today is your Daddy’s birthday,
He is missing you so much
I know when he woke up this morning you were the first thing on his mind
We both thought of you a lot today
What you are doing up there?
Are you proud of us?
We wonder how things would have been if you were still here
We know we can’t change things and bring you back
We can however live in your honour
We can have fun again and laugh knowing that is what you would have wanted
We can connect to nature knowing you are not far away
I took your Daddy snorkelling today
We saw a few small fish and one little stingray
It was windy and the swell was causing us to have to swim through the waves
Not ideal weather for snorkelling
We still had fun though
I know you were there with us
Keeping us safe
I know you can feel the love we have for you
It is bigger than the ocean
Your Daddy is so proud of you my son
He can’t believe the impact you have had in such a short time
How many lives you have changed
How many people that don’t take things for granted anymore
How you have changed both of our paths in life forever
How you have made us more loving and open
How you have allowed us to listen to our hearts
How you have allowed us to connect in to our souls voice
Thank you Hamish we will forever be grateful for your short life
I Am Still Born 