I watched the sunrise over the ocean this morning. The sun peeped it’s head out of the clouds around 7am. I had a nourishing breakfast with two of my angel parent friends sitting on the headland. It was a beautiful warm morning and we sat in awe of the beauty of the ocean. We took a few photos and a couple had a green orb right near me. They say this can be a healing orb or spirit. I do believe our babies were with us this morning. I believe they are always guiding us in our lives. When I feel connected to nature I feel more connected to Hamish. We decided after breakfast we would go snorkelling and pick out some nice spots for me to take Greg on his birthday. I bought him a new snorkelling kit as a surprise. We spent a long time swimming with all the fish. There were so many and some were quite big. The blue gropers were the largest. I couldn’t believe how lucky I was to be swimming with all of these fish. That was until we swam upto another beach and there was heaps of blue bottles. I jumped out of the water as quickly as I could so that I wouldn’t get bitten.
In the afternoon I went to visit one of my soul sisters in hospital. She had just given birth two days earlier to her second precious daughter. We were pregnant together and I feel like Mabel and Hamish would have been friends in the spirit world. It was a special moment holding her in my arms. I just looked at her gorgeous face, cute cheeks and stroked the abundance of dark hair on her head. Mabel is beautiful and I am so blessed another little soul has made her way peacefully to earth. Since losing Hamish I know how close life and death is. I take a deep breath out when I hear of the safe arrival of any of my friends babies. I am particularly thinking of my angel mum friends who are pregnant again. I know this road isn’t easy for them and I am sending them all my love, positive vibes and light I can. I know they are anxious and I wish I could help them feel more at ease.
Hamish can you please send your spirit love to the babies that are yet to be born and pray for their safe arrival.
I Am Still Born 