I feel grateful today. It is pouring with rain outside and Greg and I are having a restful day at home. We drink hot cacao together and talk about what we want this year to bring for both of us. While we talk about the future, I acknowledge both of us for just being where we are today. I think sometimes my favourite thing to do is plan for the future. I know I need to work harder on being more present. I have been meditating daily which is helping. I am working on finding inner peace. I know that no external thing is going to fix me or give me peace. No matter how much money I have, what job I do or what relationship I am in. Happiness is my inside job. It is my choice to feel the way I want to feel each day.
Sundays. The day of your birth. I think of you at 6:14pm on Sundays. I think of you each day. I think of you on the 10th of every month. I think of you in each moment of my day. I live in your honour. I promise you I won’t take this life for grated anymore. I wont allow myself to do something that doesn’t light me up.