I dived into this course with a very open mind. I was ready to learn whatever came my way. Our teacher Swami Pujan or ‘Swami P’ as we liked to call him is very wise. We all carry this inner wisdom in us. I do ponder why sometimes we are afraid to let it all out. I have been present this week and just feeling all that I can. For the next few days I want to share my notes after each meditation. Today we meditated on the energy of the super, blue and red moon. One of the meditations was an hour long where we asked ourselves the question WHO AM I?
I went on a long journey with this meditation. The first thing that came to me after asking the question was that I am a mother and love. Those two words bubbled up to the surface and kept coming up. I felt so much joy and gratitude radiating from my heart chakra. I saw myself holding a child and throwing him into the air and then catching him in my arms. I then felt like I was in a circle of women holding space for them. Then my book came and tapped me on the shoulder. I heard Elton’s Johns ‘Circle of Life’ in my ears from movie ‘The Lion King’. I think it means I should call my book ‘The Circle of Life’ or something along those terms. I then see Greg and myself travelling through different countries and getting to know new cultures. I wake up with Swami P closing our meditation in a state of Bliss.
I love you Hamish.