I feel like I am really in the vortex today. I feel like today has been one of the longest days it almost feels like it could be a couple of days in one. I got my moon cycle when I woke up on the full moon this morning. I must be in sync with her energy. Life is as long or as short as you believe it is. Time is an illusion for the most part. That is until your 45 minutes into a meditation and one of your legs goes numb and the other one has pain in it. Then each minute seems like it lasts a lifetime. I meditated five times today. Once on the beach at sunrise. Once walking around the garden in the sun. Once sitting in the shade on the grass. Another sitting and counting my breathe. And finally the last one was staring into a candle to open up my third eye. Now I’m getting ready to sleep with the super moons energy beaming down.
I feel strange today. Like I am ready to let go of a lot of things. To move into a life of alignment. To not be afraid of the feminine rising in me. To bring the shakti energy into my being. I have been using some alchemical goddess oils and mists each morning with mantras. Little did I know I was awakening the kundalini energy inside of me. So much clarity today on what has been happening. I just thought I was trying to heal my sacral chakra. I must of been called to bring this energy into my body after Hamish left. I am going to continue my journey to explore this kundalini rising.
Hamish I think of you as I feel the moons energy beaming down on me tonight. I wish you peace love and happiness wherever your spirit may be.