Day six and we are almost there. Another twenty four hours will pass and we can finally eat food again. I am feeling a little sad today. I am allowing myself to sit with whatever emotions that come up. Sometimes just writing this blog can make me cry as I tap into how I feel. I intend to get pregnant again this year. I know it isn’t something that I can control. I need to surrender. I need to allow that little soul to come along when they are ready. I intend to live a life much more aligned with my values going forward. Even though I had a really lovely pregnancy for the most part with Hamish I will do things a little differently next time. I will trust my own intuition above all else. I will always nourish my body with all the healthy food it needs. I will be present with myself and my loved ones. I will not be overly anxious and although I will allow myself to feel whatever I need to. I feel like we are ready now. I know that the universe will know when the right time is though.
Hamish I can’t wait to meet your siblings.