Day 105

Merry Christmas my little one. You have been gone for three and a half months. I still feel your presence each day. Today more than ever I know you are with us. I know you can feel the Love we have for you. It is stronger than any force of nature, it is bigger than the entire ocean and there is no mountain that reaches high enough. Our love for you goes through this universe into other galaxy’s far far away.

Today we received a binary star from you as a gift. It is officially named after you. A star we can see with the naked eye. On first look it is just one star shining brightly. If you magnify it with a telescope you can see it is actually two. This symbolizes our love for you. We are all one. We are family for life. We will find your star when we are feeling lost little one. We will remember we are there, two shining stars next to each other in many lifetimes to come.

We have so much love surrounding us today. My sister gave birth to my precious niece Kirrily Emma lastnight 5 minutes before midnight. She was so close to sharing a birthday with Christmas. Kirrily is a ray of sunshine. She was the best Christmas present we could have asked for. Holding her was a special moment for me. I looked down in awe of her beauty. Her safe arrival was such a blessing. After all we have been through we needed this light again in our lives.

Hamish thanks for being there for us today. I know you helped us get through your first Christmas without you here. Know that we will celebrate you every year.

Author: Jodie Matthews

I am a mother, writer, mindful life coach, minimalist and many other things. I love mother nature. I am happiest when I am floating in the ocean. I am a keen traveller and love to explore and discover new places. You can connect with me further on instagram at @jodieleannematthews

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