Day 55

Hello my love. I am going to light the candle on your urn and spend sometime with you this afternoon. I know each day since you have left earth our relationship has continued to grow. I know you are with me. Sometimes I feel your presence strongly, like you are surrounding me. Sometimes I’m with your Dad and I can feel you with us. I can feel your love. I can feel the joy you have when you see us smile.

I know those times when I get really sad you are there. While your time was up so early. I know there is a part of you that wanted to stay. I know there is a part of you that knew how amazing your life would be with us. How we would try and be the best parents we could. We would have allowed you to be yourself.

Our one wish would be that you felt truly loved. That you knew no matter what happened in your life you could rely on us. You would wake up with two parents that made the best of each day. That reminded you of how grateful you should be. That made you realise there is more to do in the world and more to give. That although we have everything we need, there are many that don’t. That we should always be kind, loving and generous. That there are no guarantees in life and we need to make the most of each moment. I know we can still reach you and you can learn through us as we do through you. I’m thankful to have an amazing son that has touched the world with his presence.

Author: Jodie Matthews

I am a mother, writer, mindful life coach, minimalist and many other things. I love mother nature. I am happiest when I am floating in the ocean. I am a keen traveller and love to explore and discover new places. You can connect with me further on instagram at @jodieleannematthews

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