Sunday’s always remind me of Hamish as it was the day of his birth. I wake up feeling grateful today. I miss Hamish so much but I know he is sending us on the path we were supposed to take. I get up and head to the beach to meet some of my goddess sisters.
One of them had a baby a few days before Hamish was born. We had been by each other’s side watching our bumps grow throughout our pregnancies. Anticipating what motherhood would bring for us both. We were so ready to become mums. It’s like we had both waited our lifetime for this moment.
Meeting my friends little girl was a mix of feelings. I got to give her some good cuddles. She is so gorgeous. I looked down at her just peacefully resting in my arms. I look at her in awe of the future she has in front of her with such a loving family. I miss Hamish so much. I remember how proud I felt holding my boy. The love I felt was enormous when he was in my arms. I am grateful every day for the time we spent together. Although it was fleeting those few precious days will be treasured for a lifetime.
Unconditional love is what I feel for you Hamish. No matter where you travel in the spirit world your earth mamma is here looking out for you and her heart is filled with love for you.
I Am Still Born 