I had dinner with a friend last night and she said I should write a book ‘Lessons from Hamish’. Who knows maybe one day I will. The amount of life lessons I have learnt in the last month is more than I have in the last 10 years. I can see the blessing Hamish has left in my life already.
Hamish has taught me how to show up as my true self. He has given me the gift of not caring what others think anymore. He has shown me what is really important in life. He has shown me that it is important to be vulnerable and allow others in. That life is more precious than we will ever know.
How to be really sad and cry endless tears. How to have immense joy. What deep love is. How to be more grateful for my loved ones. How resilient I really am. That I was already a mother to my siblings. That I really can do anything I want to in this life. To fear less. To love more. To stop judging others as you never know what someone else is going through. To give more. To be a better wife, friend, daughter, sister and mother.
Thank you Hamish. You are so special and I promise to keep learning these lessons each day. I will make it my priority to take it all as a blessing as I know that’s what you would have wanted me to do.
I Am Still Born 