A special little boy entered the world yesterday and I got to hold him today. My soul sister had a boy called Noah and he is so gorgeous. It was hard to hold him as he weighed almost the same as Hamish did. I loved being able to connect with him though. His eyes were wide as I held him and he looked so peaceful. I was emotional yesterday after hearing of his arrival. It is like a huge breathe out when I hear of my friends babies arriving safely. Every baby that comes into this world is such a miracle. I now know how precious and magical it really is. I sat in the hospital room thinking about how this is going to be me next. I really can’t wait. It is hard to be patient but I know our baby has waited the perfect amount of time before we get to be their parent. I can’t wait to hold our baby and cherish each moment with them. I am consciously trying to connect with bub now. Greg speaks to bub each night. Baby can hear us speak now so I am more aware of the sounds around us. I want them to feel peaceful and loved each day.
I love you two.
I Am Still Born 