Day 349

I had a day filled with lots of soul sister time. I started the day with my goddess mastermind and then went out for lunch with my beautiful you coaching friends. It was so lovely to have some deep soulful conversations about life and everything else in-between. We spent a good hour or so at my goddess catch up talking about what it means to be connected to spirit. To those who have left the earth. Those that guide us through our lives. Our spiritual board of directors who are there for us as we walk our earthly path. Since Hamish left I haven’t felt his loss in the same way that others may feel it. I don’t feel like he is gone. There is still pain in my heart and my arms are empty. He is still here though, it is just different to a normal mother and son relationship. I believe he is one of my guardian angels that will be with me for the rest of my life here on earth. I believe he will guide and support our family always. I believe that my connection to him will continue to grow. I know that his time was for a reason and his legacy will be felt for years to come. Greg asked me tonight would I change anything if I could? I just replied that we can’t so I don’t even want to keep going down that path. I want to love this life we have right now. I want to be grateful for all the blessings we have. Our precious baby that is on the way. Our abundant lives that are full of love.

Thinking of you today my bub. I lit the candle on your urn and thought about all the love you have brought into our lives.  

Author: Jodie Matthews

I am a mother, writer, mindful money coach, minimalist and many other things. I love mother nature. I am happiest when I am floating in the ocean. I am a keen traveller and love to explore and discover new places. You can connect with me further on instagram at @jodieleannematthews

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