I had a coaching session today with a lovely client and it reminded me to stay on this path. I started the session with a grounding meditation and then visualisation. I lead the session with my heart. I know this is the kind of work I want to be doing more of. I know in my heart I can hold this space for women. I felt so empowered when I got off the call. I am still battling this cold but nothing could make me feel bad today. I am trying to rest as much as possible. Greg has been cooking more and helping look after me. I haven’t been sleeping that well either as my sinuses are so blocked. I am really starting to stop worrying so much about where I am going. After leaving the corporate world of always doing and achieving behind I still have to remind myself it is ok to go slow. I can go at any pace I like really. My no. one priority right now is looking after my health and our precious bub. A lot of my creative womb energy is working on giving our baby the best start in life. I am surrendering to this. It is not a time for me to be doing lots of creating. It is a time for me to sit and be. To write and create when I feel called to. Not on anyone else’s timetable.
I love you. I have been looking out at the clouds today and thinking of you. One of my soul sisters five year old daughters, drew a picture and wrote her name and Hamish’s on it. She told her mum you were her invisible friend. It just made me smile as I know you are still around.
I Am Still Born 