I spent the morning walking along the beach with two of my soul sisters. We went to see an local aboriginal art exhibition and then went for a peaceful walk. I do pinch myself sometimes when I get to spend my days doing things that I love. The thing is I spent so many years doing things out of obligation, feeling trapped in a job I didn’t love that I almost feel bad sometimes for having a good time. I know this sounds ridiculous but it is true. I didn’t always hate my job I just didn’t feel one hundred percent aligned with what I was doing. I knew there was more out there for me. I knew I could be using my strengths in so many more ways to help others. I have been looking into where I want my business to go next and how I can make the biggest impact. I have all the ideas and not much focus at the moment. I know it will come though. When it does I will just know. I have to trust I am going through this icky in-between phase for growth. Just because I am not moving forward and one hundred miles and hour doesn’t mean I am going backwards. I remind myself each day that where I am is exactly where I am meant to be.
I wish I could give you a hug right now. Instead I will just gaze into your beautiful face in the photo frame next to your urn.