I walked almost 20 kilometres today with one of my soul sisters along the coast from Coogee to Bondi and back again. Walking on the sand at the end and feeling the icy water on my feet was a highlight. I haven’t walked that far in one day in a long time. I feel like I am slowly getting my energy back. Today showed me that I actually feel more energised when I get out there and do more. I felt that Hamish was close by today. Whenever I am close to the ocean I can feel his presence. The calming, blue and turquoise waters, waves crashing close to the shore. I can’t wait until the weather is warmer and I can get back into the ocean. I spent half my pregnancy swimming in the ocean. Hamish loved it. I could tell there was an extra sense of calm when it was just us two, floating on top of the water. I could sense his personality shining through the womb. I am so grateful I was open to the messages I received while I was pregnant. I felt Hamish was caring, compassionate and very loving. He encouraged me to do so many things while I was pregnant. I had a diary I would write in each day and when I go back now and read through it. I had so much trust in him and I believe that wherever he is right now is where he is supposed to be.
Hamish you are so loved.
I Am Still Born 