I am buggered today. I am doing my best to eat the right foods and look after myself but I am still so tired. I went for a walk in the morning and had breakfast with a soul sister and her daughter. We sat and basked in the sun talking about birth, death and that thing in-between called life. That thing that we are all trying to perfect each day. We are all showing up not wanting to waste a moment. Our conversation left me feeling uplifted. I know no matter what happens to anyone, we all have this crazy amount of inner strength, that helps us get through life. My friend lost her husband recently to brain cancer. He was 34. So much life left to live, gone too soon. I didn’t know how she would be now, as it’s only been a matter of months, she is doing really well. I am in awe of her strength as a wife and mother. We will never know why some people get a free pass to 95 years of age and some lives are cut much shorter, some are still born. For those who are stillborn, the only thing they know is their mothers womb and the love that surrounds it. No matter how long or short our lives are the way I see it is we are all here for a reason. We have a soul contract to fulfil in this lifetime. There have been times where I have said enough is enough. Now I know that what ever comes my way is just another stepping stone for my soul to move along it’s path.
I love you Hamish