Today I feel so connected to my truth. I had a chai with a new friend. I went to meet another friend for lunch and dinner. I feel surrounded by love today. I have made Friday my freedom day. I can work on my business if I want to but generally it is my day to do whatever I please. When I designed my schedule I decided to make it exactly how I wanted it. My ego said you can’t just work four days a week, you will never be successful. I knew though in my heart right now four days is what is right for me. I am through the heavy stages of grieving. I am feeling so much more lighter. My health however is a priority. I want to have balance in my days. I want to feel energised and also free. My inner child says why don’t you just get a job. Then my intuition says no. This is the time to work on your creative projects, your passions, serving. It is your time to explore and discover what really lights you up. Before Hamish I never gave myself much time to do this. Now I feel like I am peeling back the layers of myself and remembering who I really am. Who I am without the corporate job. Who I am without the titles. Who I am as me. Not as a friend, wife or sister. Just me. Who is this person? Who does she want to be? How does she want to serve others and herself? How does she want to show up in the world each day? What are her values? What is really important?
Hamish I am forever grateful for this time you have given me. Time is one of the most valuable resources we have. You have given me time to discover who I really am.