It’s a surge of energy through my body today of new beginnings. I feel refreshed and ready to take on some new projects. My energy is higher than usual. Ive just come off the steroids for my shingles and I thought I would have less energy. The full moon in my sign of Scorpio has arrived. I feel lighter and grateful for all that I have been through. I know if someone told me this is what is going to happen in your life these past seven and a bit months I would have done everything to avoid it. I always tried to avoid pain and suffering. I know now that it is part of life that we all go through this from time to time. It’s not fair. It’s not easy, it does however have a silver lining. Without pain there is no pleasure. Without suffering there is no strengthening. We all have bumpy roads in different ways. Something small to one person could be a catalyst for so much pain in another. Based on our subconscious that runs the show most of the time it can reap so much havoc. There is so much joy in life. There is so much love. I see more love around me than ever before. I feel so protected and I know I can get through whatever comes my way. That doesn’t mean I won’t ever have a breakdown. It means I will get up with a grateful heart each day and be who I truly am. It means I will walk through life with more conviction in who I am and what I stand for. It means I will stand up for what I believe in and listen when I make mistakes. It means I will keep showing up and being the best version of myself I can be.
Hamish I love you
I Am Still Born 