We met up with our lovely doula Jenna today for brunch. It was nice to see her and catch up with what has been happening for her. I was guided by Hamish to have a doula. I knew I needed one. Jenna was our extra support person throughout my pregnancy and Hamish’s birth. Having a doula is so amazing. It means you have another person in your tribe to help you with birth preparation and the labour. I will have Jenna by my side next time around. I know that surrounding yourself with the right people really makes a difference. I felt surrounded by love at Hamish’s birth. It was the hardest thing I have ever done physically, mentally and emotionally. It stretched me to my absolute limits. I didn’t know how I would make it through. I did though. Here I am, still standing just over seven months later. I am feeling good and that is due to the support I have been given. I have also showed up for myself and done the work. I have been working on my own stuff ever since. I know life isn’t about a destination and I am working on enjoying the journey more. The space in-between, where you don’t have things figured out. I am trusting and surrendering to what comes my way. I am also opening up to listen to messages from the universe, spirit, Hamish, God and mother earth. I am open to being a channel to allow what ever needs to come through.
Hamish I love you to the moon and back always