Today has been up and down. I have trust that things will work out. I am just having one of those days where nothing is going my way. It takes a lot of heart and soul to stand up for what you believe in. It takes a lot of guts to make choices that aren’t always the safe ones. I don’t want to go back to living a life that isn’t aligned. I am still feeling so confused about what I am doing and where I am going. I think because I have spent so many years working towards a societal view of success that I am finding it hard to take things at a slower pace. I am comparing myself to what I used to do and be. It is like version 2.0 is not as ‘successful’. When the truth is there is no real measure of success. It is something we find within ourselves. If my head hits the pillow and I know I have lived my day full of love and joy. If I know I have done what I can to be of service. That is all that really matters.
Hamish please keep guiding me each day. Especially the days I feel a little lost.