Day 181

Happy 6 months my angel baby Hamish.

You are forever loved

I will always have a place in my heart for you

I feel connected to you more than ever now

I am listening to your messages and nudges daily

When you guide me to share our story

When you give me the patience to work on the book

When you say ‘Mum’ keep writing your blog

You have left me heart broken

I am slowly putting the pieces back together

I am listening to your messages closely 

I know it is only your physical presence that has left

I know you keep giving me strength to move forward

I am so grateful for you my son

I get worried sometimes I am not doing the right thing

Or following the right path

I know though that if I trust my intuition

If I listen to my souls voice

If I have an open heart 

It can only lead me down the right path

I have spent so many years of my life living from fear

Allowing my head to make decisions 

You have sent my in a different direction

I can’t go back to my old life

I have to move forward

I know I will look back in years to come 

I will know exactly why you came and left so swiftly

It still breaks my heart you are not in my arms

I am however the proudest mother to an angel there is

I will honour you all my days Hamish

Know that I will continue to live from a place of love

I will stay connected with you always

Love you