Day 180

I thought about how I could have my best day today. My moon cycle has returned so I am going to honour myself and take it easy. I meditated with my singing bowl in the morning then spent some time in the garden sitting on the grass in the sun. Even if I spend just a few minutes connecting with nature it makes me feel so much happier. I keep catching myself trying to do more. I feel like I can’t just have a chilled out day without doing anything. I have felt some heaviness on my heart today. It is Hamish’s six months tomorrow. He has been an angel for six months. It is hard to believe. I feel like I want to do him proud and live each day with so much love. I want to live my best life. His earthly body is gone but I still have mine. I am feeling so grateful for everything. I know its ok to be sad tomorrow. I know it’s ok to cry when I need to. I will wake up tomorrow with so much love in my heart. I will wake up knowing my little angel is watching down on us always. I will be with all the emotions that come my way.

Hamish you are love. 

Author: Jodie Matthews

I am a mother, writer, mindful money coach, minimalist and many other things. I love mother nature. I am happiest when I am floating in the ocean. I am a keen traveller and love to explore and discover new places. You can connect with me further on instagram at @jodieleannematthews

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