Yesterday was such a big day. I needed to have some quiet time today. I am feeling so much stronger after going out into the world. I don’t know why I built it up to be so big. I think it is the fear of crying in public and maybe feeling awkward when people ask me how I am. I am feeling good though. I am feeling more at peace. I still have a fragile heart. I still cry often. I do feel more joy though than I have in a long time. I have a knowing that everything is just how it is meant to be. I am more present than ever before. I am listening to my souls voice. I am living from a place of love.
Hamish I love you so much. I could feel your presence with me today.
I Am Still Born 