Today we have decided to have a chill out day by the pool. I needed some days to do nothing on this holiday. Just to sit still for a moment. Not have anywhere to go. Be able to just fully relax. I realise how many times normally in my life before Hamish I never gave myself this time out. I always had to be doing or achieving something. What I have now realised is that you can achieve so much more when you have given yourself time to rest. Time to ponder and allow your thoughts to come and go. I have also tried not to read too much. I want to give Greg and I time to reconnect and enjoy each others company. We spend the day watching clouds roll over our villa and swimming in the pool. We have so much love for each other. I know Hamish has only made our bond even stronger.
I love you Hamish.
I Am Still Born 