Tonight I sat in circle with my sisters. I am going to share with you what came up on my goddess circle meditation.
I walked through the temple and saw a gold ball of light shining in front of me. The gold light washed across me and shined across the whole temple. I looked up and saw Mother Mary wearing a blue cape standing before me. She looked at me with open arms. After spending some time in prayer with her another Mary appeared. It was Mary Magdalene in red. She had a different energy about her. One that activated my ovaries and womb. I could feel them tingle in her presence. There were parts of me that didn’t want to be seen. I was worried she would have thought I have failed. She embraced me with her magenta cape and gave me her goddess strength. Strength to be myself. Strength to move forward in my new life.
She carried me through the temple, holding me. I can see her holding me as a baby. She told me she has been with me since I was born. Mary Magdalene wants me to live the life I know I was always meant to. She wants me to listen to my inner voice and trust it. She wants me to trust her. She wants me to trust myself. She wants me to allow and embody the goddess within in everything I do. She will always be here for me. ALWAYS. Never leaving my side. I the power within to impact so many with my heart and my words. They need to be shared. This is what she was preparing me for. All the trials and tragedy to be able to be who I really am. To embody every cell as the goddess I know I am. To allow others to receive my gifts. For me to receive gifts from others. This is my time and I will call for her support whenever I need it.
A few weeks ago I woke up in the middle of the night after seeing a woman in a red cape. From what I know now she was Mary Magdalene. I don’t know much about her but tonight she came to me again and I know I want to know more.
Thank you Hamish for allowing mummy to get to know her goddess within
I Am Still Born 