Day 119

Today I am exhausted. After a big weekend and lots of events my body needs to rest. I sleep in and allow myself to take it easy. I have nowhere to be today and nowhere to go. It is a nice feeling. I am still working through what the last few days mean. I know I am following my heart each day. I know there is so much more of this life for me to live. I have to keep trusting. Trusting that life will work out the way I want it to. I need to Trust myself. That is the biggest thing really. Trusting I will have the answers within. I don’t need to go to someone so they can give me the answers.

We have some of my close angel parents over for dinner tonight. It is so nice to connect with them. I show my friend all my angel cards and animal spirit cards. We choose some cards and read out loud what they mean. I believe these cards can help give us something to focus on when it comes to our healing. They can allow us to be more vulnerable and open to messages. They can help us become more self aware and know what to focus on. I think we are all in different stages of our journey. No matter what we go through in life there is always things we are healing from. Whether it is something that happened in childhood or yesterday. I believe healing is something we should all focus on. Healing our inner wounds that no one can see are sometimes the hardest. Its funny though as the ones that no one can see end up being the worst. They can turn into illnesses or outbursts that manifest from keeping it all in. I know myself before Hamish I controlled my emotions. I held onto my internal hurt and wounds. He came to me so I could let them go. So I could feel them and release them from my body.

Thankyou baby boy for helping me on my healing journey. 

 

Author: Jodie Matthews

I am a mother, writer, mindful money coach, minimalist and many other things. I love mother nature. I am happiest when I am floating in the ocean. I am a keen traveller and love to explore and discover new places. You can connect with me further on instagram at @jodieleannematthews

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