Life on earth is a funny thing. We can’t go back a rewind or fast forward. We have to be here now in the present. Whatever that present is. We can look back on our past and be grateful for our journey. We can also visualize what our future will look like. We have to live in the now. The now is all that is real.
I am finding it hard sometimes to be present. I think back to how life ‘should have been’ but then I think well maybe this is part of my present. Maybe I just need to accept this is what it looks like. There is more joy in my days now. I feel stronger. I feel like I can laugh again. I feel like my body and mind are starting to function somewhat normally again.
I do feel like I have been rebirthed. I am no longer the same Jodie. I have new dreams. New ideas. New intentions for where I put my energy. I don’t want to waste this opportunity. I want to make Hamish proud each day. I don’t want to let this chance at starting again go to waste. I don’t want to be too hard on myself either. All I can do is listen. Listen to my heart and intuition. Listen to Hamish and know he will guide me. Know that he walks through life beside me each day.
Hamish can you please keep helping me tune in and listen. I want to make the most of my new perspective. I want to live a more fulfilled life. I want to be present.