Today I felt my little niece or nephew move around my sisters belly. I know it won’t be long before they are born. Days maybe or a few weeks away. It is exciting there is a new bub who will be soon joining our family. It’s just hard that they don’t get to meet their cousin born just three months earlier. I know they would have been the best of friends growing up. I know that this little bub has a guardian angel for life. All I want in the world is for my sis is for her to have a stress free labour. I am looking forward to meeting this little one.
I know Christmas won’t be the same with the two of them not here. I do know that we will try our best to make the most of it. I have decided to donate money to both the stillbirth foundation and Still Aware in Hamish’s name this Christmas. I know his legacy will carry on, through this blog, through Greg and I, through my family and friends. His presence will be felt for many lifetimes. He is one special bub.
Hamish I hope you know how loved you are. That is my one wish this Christmas to know that you are happy in the spirit world.