Do you believe thing happen in our life by chance? Do you believe our intentions set up our reality? Do you believe that we are guided by forces bigger than ourselves and what we know in our concious mind? For me I believe a little in all of the above. I believe we can create our reality. I don’t believe though that we have ultimate control over what it looks like. If I had control over my life I would have Hamish in my arms.
Today I only spoke to one other person than Greg. That person by chance happened to be someone who had lost 3 little ones to stillbirth. I cried and so did she. When you look into another mother’s eyes and see their pain it is like an unspoken acknowledgment of I see you, I hear you and I know how your feeling. I couldn’t believe it but I knew Hamish had lead me there to have this conversation with someone who only a few moments earlier was a stranger. I don’t believe in coincidences like this I believe something higher than myself lead me there to this conversation.
Hamish please keep guiding me on this journey. I spent my morning walk thinking of how I can serve other women going through this. Just like that within a few minutes I was having this conversation. I trust I am always heading in the right direction.
I Am Still Born 