I woke up rather early and went across the road to the beach. It was a warm sunny morning and I decided to jump straight into the ocean. As soon as I walked in I could feel Hamish’s presence. I took myself all the way in past the breaks. I just laid down and let the waves roll under me as I floated along the top of the water. I felt safe, it’s like the ocean was giving me a big hug with her huge tranquil arms. I always feel more peaceful being close to the ocean. When I get to spend time swimming it fills me up so much.
After my lovely swim I head back to the hotel and meet some friends from the course. We joke about the weekend and all the crazy stuff we did. We have a deep soulful conversation thanks to the lovely Miriam who brought out these little rocks which guide us. Talking about our deepest wishes and how we are going to shine in our lives.
Two of my new friends got engaged at the end of the course on Sunday night in front of all of us. It was a heart warming moment and I was front and centre watching as Ricky got down on one knee and proposed to Summer. Tears streaming down my face I was overjoyed for them. I knew how precious this moment was. The whole room erupted into claps and screaming when they realized what he was about to do. And then Summer said YES! They are a beautiful couple with an amazing future ahead. Love like this doesn’t happen everyday I could see what they have is special.
Hamish I love you and I feel surrounded by love right now. It makes me so happy.
I Am Still Born 