I’m at home on my own most of the day. I have time to just ponder. I sit and listen to some of my favourite music and just rest on the couch. I spend time just being still. This is just what I need right now. I am so grateful I don’t have to rush back to work as I just need to allow myself to grieve. I feel the most free I have felt in a long time.
Hamish gave me the gift of time. Time to figure out what I want in my life. Time to work out what is really important. Time to explore my dreams. To read more. To write. I feel so blessed and I won’t waste one minute. I have decided to take a trip to the Gold Coast in a few weeks to do some training with a couple of my inspiring mentors Alexi Panos and Preston Smiles. I have also thought about doing some meditation teacher training. I ask Hamish each day if I am heading on the right path. He assures me I am.
Hamish thanks for teaching me how to use my time more effectively. How to share my grief and joy openly. How to grow from this and cherish our new relationship. Although I can’t cuddle you right now I feel so close to your soul.
I Am Still Born 