Today I was interviewed for a new podcast that will be released in the next couple of months. I felt a little nervous about the interview but I knew to just treat it like any other conversation. I welcomed Wendy into my home for the interview and she set up her equipment. We chatted for almost an hour and I shared how my life has changed after Hamish came along. I shared what inspired me to write the ebook and how I have been channelling my motherly love into creative projects such as this blog. It was so lovely to chat about the impact of stillbirth and losing a child. I want to break down the taboo of talking about such things openly. While some people might find it sad to listen to, it is part of many families reality. Before I share our story in an interview I always ask Hamish if he wants me to do it. Each time I get a solid YES back from him. I know he is proud of the work I am doing. I feel so lucky that I am in the position to be able to continue to share this message. I know for so many it is very hard to speak openly about their pain, grief and healing.
Sending you so much love today Hamish. I know you were there watching over me as I spoke about losing you and how life is now.