Greg and I shared a delicious Italian lunch in Leichardt. It was the most scrumptious pasta I have had in a very long time. I don’t eat it very often but this home made fettuccini was amazing. With our apartment sorted and everything out and donated we spent the afternoon hanging out in a park. It was so nice to lie on the grass in a pasta and gelato coma and soak up the warm sun rays. Greg thought it was a good idea to go on a spinning merry go round in the park until we both felt sick and jumped off. It is nice to give ourselves permission to have fun. To chill out and to not be doing anything in particular. It is nice to just go with the flow and be in each others company. After the big declutter and the royal wedding we were feeling buggered. Pasta, sun and chill time was what we needed to feed our soul. I feel like the heaviness is lifting and we are both feeling a lot happier in the last few weeks. The sadness comes and goes. We feel so grateful to have each other. To have our love. I don’t take this for granted.
I love you Hamish. Every time I look at your daddy I see a bit of you in him. I think you would have grown up and looked just like him.
I Am Still Born 