I am feeling ready for a new week. I woke up feeling more energised this morning. I am ready for new beginnings. I am reading this book called ‘Spirit Babies’ and it makes so much sense. It talks about how our babies hang around our aura before they come through to be our child. It mentions you can call forward and communicate with your spirit babies before they are conceived. I felt Hamish’s presence long before he came along. He was hanging around us for about 3 years before we fell pregnant. I can feel him around me now but it’s a different relationship. I feel so lucky that I can write this blog and send a message to Hamish each day. It has been so comforting during this time. I have Hamish’s support and guidance for the rest of my life. Today I asked for his help. I am finishing the book on ‘Navigating Baby Loss’ that he inspired and getting ready to upload it. I am so excited to share this creation with the world. I am nervous at the same time. I have also started a new Instagram account today called iamstillborn which is where I will share some more of my thoughts on my grief journey and connecting with Hamish.
I am so grateful for you Hamish. Thank you for sending me on this new path in life. I question where I am heading daily, I wonder if I am making the right choices. None of it really matters though. I know you are watching over me each day and I feel surrounded by love. Keep shining brightly and sending me your love.
I Am Still Born 