I forgot my steroids that I am supposed to be taking and my ear has started to hurt again. I didn’t even realise how much they were making a difference until I didn’t have them. I am healing well though and I have been feeling a lot better this week. I have edited the final copy of my book today. I stopped off at a little cafe in the morning to go through it all. Now the book cover design needs to be finalised and then I will be ready to share it with the world. I have a desire to go and speak at hospitals and also to social workers and midwives about how important the aftercare is when you lose a child. I know first hand what worked for us and how I felt being in that situation. I want to share this book online and in face to face forums. Since my brother in law is a training OB I will also go to his hospital and have a talk with the social workers there. I know this book is needed. I know Hamish would be looking down on me so proudly. I do this all for him. I do it for all of his angel friends and all of their grieving parents. The motherly love I have for him has been poured into this book.
Hamish I love you so much