Truth be told I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I do know something and that is I don’t want to live my life the way I was before. I am feeling the pressure to make a decision. To decide all the things. I know we are only here for a short time. I know that I should try and make the most out of my life. I am feeling very stuck this week. Like I should know all the answers and be able to make decisions. I know I can keep putting one foot in front of the other each day. I know I can continue to follow my heart. Just showing up to write a blog each day sometimes has been challenging. There are days were I just tap in and the words flow and there are others where I think WTF am I doing. I know one thing for sure which is that this blog allows me to have connection. Connection to Hamish each day, connection to my heart, connection to others that read it. Cultivating that relationship is important to me. It is important for Hamish to get the messages I send each day. Wherever he is in the spirit world I know he can feel the love I send him through my words, actions and thoughts.
Hamish it doesn’t feel like 150 days have passed since your soul left the earth. I love you more and more each day. My love is overflowing for you. I will continue to honour you in everything I do. Love you my sweet boy.