Have you ever been touched by music so much it makes the tears flow from your eyes. I haven’t before today. Lastnight we went to a concert with Nick Broadhurst and Melissa Ambrosini. Nick’s music touch’s your soul and every cell of your body. I was holding hands with my love listening to the song ‘The One’. After all we have been through in the last four and a half months I couldn’t stop thinking about how blessed I am to have my one. He held my hand as I gave birth to our son. He has held me each time I have cried since Hamish passed. He has helped pick me up when I’m feeling down. This man has been my rock. More than ever before I am so in love with him. I am so lucky to call him my husband. We have had rocky times but now I know he is always there for me. I know he will be there to catch me as I fall. We have been through a lot together and I am so glad it’s only brought us closer. As I listened to the words they touched my heart. I couldn’t stop crying. I was crying happy tears of love and joy. Losing our son was the hardest day of our lives. Now we walk forward together to a brighter future. We go forward knowing we always have each other’s back.
As our love grows stronger for each other it does for you too my boy.
I Am Still Born 