I feel so free today. Like I can spend the day doing whatever I feel. I realise now how little I allowed myself before to make choices and do things that really light me up. I felt trapped in a life doing things more out of obligation. I said yes to too many things. I tried to show up for everyone and rarely for myself. During my pregnancy I had an excuse to say no more. Finally I could say ‘no I don’t feel like doing that’. Now I feel like I don’t need to make excuses. I want choose to do things that make me happy. I want to be free from feeling the like I ‘should’ be doing something. I want to check in with my soul each day and my little angel Hamish and ask if I’m heading in the right direction.
Hamish I know you will guide me forward. I know you will help me tune into my soul and embody the person I always wanted to be.
I Am Still Born 